Lipstick Alley Confessional
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#1569
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I confess I am miserable. I'm unhappy with alomost every aspect of my life. I'm lonely and it feels like all my relationships are falling apart. I love the lord and I am trying to trust God but I'm beginning to wonder if the feeling is mutual. I'm tired of doing the right thing all the time and getting nowhere. I hope my situation changes soon be cause I'm at my wits end. I need something or rather someone to brighten up this bleek existence.
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#1568
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I hate this bitch. I know I have to be nice to her and her loser boyfriend, but as soon as my situation changes FUCK THE BOTH OF THEM.
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#1567
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Sometimes I wonder if Jesus wants me to be happy.
Life is so pointless to me at the moment.
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#1566
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I've been trying to get over my ex for the longest.
It has been two months and I still had this hole in my heart for him.
Distractions didn't work.
I even started fucking one of my coworkers. I've known him for two years, and we talked about the stress of our different break ups and he was easy to talk to.
The first time we hung out - we had a couple of beers, cuddled, he gave me some head, and fucked me for a good minute. I didn't think a guy could go that long.
He was alright but didn't have the same stroke as my man - but lasted more than four minutes.
Plus he gave me head for the first time in 2008 (in October!)
He cuddled me up, and held me the entire night.
We made it known that we are both coming out of relationships so we shouldn't try to date or anything, but out of mutual respect we would tell each other if we start dealing with someone new. For the time being we would only have sex with each other.
We did it two more times after that - the most recent being Sunday. He never really gave me too much attention, we had our occasional long conversation and suggestion of dinner - but this time he suggested that maybe one day he would come kick it at my house.
My ex called, we have been talking on and off, and I went over to see him Tuesday. It was bittersweet hanging out with him and seeing his family again.
I was torn up about it for a minute and Thursday we talked again. And I spent the night - I knew he didn't have anything on - but being stupid - I still let him in. I didn't expect for him to pump for two minutes and not pull out. I asked him if he just nutted in me - I couldn't believe that our first time raw was so damn quick. I would say that the first time after a couple of months will do that to a dude - but he RARELY makes it to the ten minute mark. Hell eight is a trial for him.
This was our first time having unprotected sex. And he came in me. I tried not to freak out too much - after all I just came off my period on this weekend - right before I ran over to my coworker's house.
I have used condoms each and EVERY time before now. I went back home slide in some VC films and went back over to the Ex-s. We had one pretty decent go round (he went past 10 minutes!) and I went to sleep.
I ran to Walgreens today to get Plan B. Even though I know that my risk is low - I just kept thinking - what the fuck! A bitch is going to have to go to Maury. Even though me and my coworker used trojans (and he always pulled out the second after orgasm) and I came straight off my period so I couldn't have been pregnant the fact that I fucked two different guys in five days is messing with my head.
I kinda feel slutty. I know that I love my ex - and I trust his health completely so I had nothing more to worry about than pregnancy, but the fact that condoms are not 100% effective, that by some freak chance - I might actually get pregnant and not known for damn sure who was the daddy messed me up. I took the first pill a little while ago - now I'm just waiting out the twelve till the next.
$45 because I wanted the sorry acting ex to love me and blow my back out. Two minutes worth of screwing and the mofo came inside of me. UGH - the only consolation is that he actually hit the double digit mark the next time around.
I never felt sperm drip out of me before. NO words on how odd that felt. I have ALWAYS used protection during intercourse.
Now on top of feeling a little bit like a sperm dumpster, my coworker wants to kick it and my ex likes the idea of us getting back together.
They are night and day different - coworker - low key, eats the muffin, fucks for 20/30 minutes, tells me how good my pussy is, gives up the dick when I want it, thinks I'm cute, takes me out for drinks, cuddles me all night, and will sing to me.
The ex - made me cry on too many occasions to count, fucks for 3-7 minutes, didn't give me head all year, wouldn't get a me a present for my birthday or even sing me happy birthday, but tells me he loves me, and I'm deeply in love with him.
I just don't know what to do. FUCK
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#1565
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I want to take a chance with this 32 yr old guy, but I think that someone better might be out there for me. I hope that I don't fall into a trap of games-cheating-abuse..
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#1564
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I used to get off by running water on my "clit". It was awesome, til I got a huge infection, and couldn't walk for days without tears streaming down my face. Lesson learned: Don't try that stuff they write in the novels.
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#1563
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I'm not a lesbian, but I wanted to see what was so tasty about it. So I tasted myself. I still don't see what's so great about it.
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#1562
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I found out that rubbing alchohol can kill a rubber tree plant. I hated my sister that day. Her plant got victimized.
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#1561
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I tried to get a cat to lick me. I sat in the living room and thought it'd be cool to see if the fictional books are real, and I tried to get my cat to lick me. Stupid cat just got up and walked away.
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#1559
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I can't stop thinking about this guy who did me dirty years ago. He was everything I wanted in a man. Rich, fine as hell, great smile, funny, and a sweetheart. Just looking at him makes me want to cum. I was hoping and wishing our relationship would turn into something more. I wanted to be his lady. I'm not stupid, I know that the things that attracted me to him were the same things that every other woman wanted. I knew he couldn't be faithful but I was willing to take my chances. I still think about him everyday and it scares me. I compare every guy to him. Its almost like an obsession. I dont know what that man did to me but I swear I want more. Damn, what ever happened to happily ever after. WHen is it my turn.
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#1558
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I miss you. I wish you would sop running around in the damn streets and be with me already. Why is it hat you chased me and now I'm chasing you!!! Aint that a bitch!!!! I know you want to be with me and I want to be with you. Soon this won't be so complicated. I am not gonna waste my time waiting around for you and I know you are not asking me too. I feel for you after our first date. You are a great friend and a good man. I need for us to get this together because I see no one in my future but YOU. I love you baby. I feel much better now.
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#1557
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i thought you liked me but now i think your just using me to get to my cousin who your obviously attracted to n if i find out i was just a pawn in your game i will personally cut off your balls and hand them to you.
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#1556
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K...it's 2:25am, so let me get this out quick. I'm so frustrated with myself. What is wrong with me?
* At this point in my life (22 going on 23), I thought I'd be done school and travelling the world. I just have a full year to go but for some reason, I'm sick of school. It's not that I'm incapable of it...I just have no desire. This depresses me cuz I use to be that top-of-the-class student in high school that everybody loved to hate. Oh well.
*I'm horny as hell. No, really. :|
I'm a virgin by choice. I've grown up in a very strict, religious home and TRUST...if I wanted to lose my v-card for the hell of it or rebellion, I would've done it as soon as I went off to college years ago. But I made a personal commitment to God and to myself that I would wait for marriage. The sucky thing is that it's getting harder and harder the older I get. I'm literally climbing walls. grrrrr. As if stress from other areas of my life is not enough...imagine piling on sexual frustration on top of that. Okay then.
*I'm getting signs from a close guy friend of mine that he is into me, but I'm acting like I don't notice. I won't address the situation until he says something outright. Until then, I'll just continue to assume that I'm reading into things. The thing is though, he swings by my apartment every single day and hangs out for hours. We flirt and joke around. We have that "I hate you so much" kinda friendship (lol) where we ride each other (dissing/play fights, etc) but someone from the outside looking in might be able to cut the sexual tension with a knife. He's always doing things for me and looking out for me. He's my friend, so I treat him right, as well and cook the occasional meal for us to enjoy. Tonight he opened his wallet and gave me a pic of his. Confused, I looked at it and gave it back. He said, no, that's for you...I know what I look like. WTH does that mean? He's my boy...I have access to his pics on facebook, myspace and hi5. Why did he feel the need to give me a pic? I'm almost 70% sure that I'm reading into this...but it's little things that he does that makes me feel otherwise. I'm slowing my roll cuz he's an awesome guy and I'd hate for us to lose our friendship due to the awkwardness of upgrading a friendship to a relationship. Hmmm.
*I want to get another piercing. I'm so backward. My ears are not pierced (strict religious household, remember?)....BUT my nipple is! :) I pierced my right one for my bday last yr and I absolutely LOVE IT!!!! Now I want my left nipple pierced too. I just don't know when I'll be able to get it done. I initially wanted to wait til I got married. My reasoning was that is hubby didn't like my ring, I take it out and let it close up. If he loved it, I'd get the second nipple pierced. But now I'm not sure I can wait that long. We'll see. Hmmm...2:46 am. Nowhere near done, but I'll be back another day I guess.
Woosaaa! It's good to get stuff off of my chest!
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#1555
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I confess that I love my bf of over 4 yrs who is faithful and treats me well but I am a bit bored w/ or sex life and sometimes fantasize about fucking my exes or guys that I find attractive. I confess that I hate that my bf is broke, a bit immature, not aggressive enough and is obsessed with playing video games. I also confess that I wish he was older and making more money than me and would give me money. Instead he will be in school forever trying to become a Nurse. I confess that I have thought about leaving him to be with a older more established man. But I will not leave him because despite what I do not like about him and his situation he is good for me and keeps it real like a best friend would.
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#1554
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I confess that I want to have sex with a good friend of mine. No, I'm not a lesbian, but I'm secretly a sexual person. I love her body!! Next time we're drunk together I'm going to accidentally kiss her, finger her, taste her and then fuck her. I'm going to go buy a strap on and if we're at my house, I'm going to conveniently have a strap on near by.
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#1553
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I have no ambition in life. All I care about is my boyfriend. All I think about is my boyfriend. He is my life. I'm a senior and college and want to drop out of school because I would rather be with my boyfriend. I want to be a housewife and have a bunch of his babies. I'm only happy when I'm near him or talking to him. When I should be studying for major exams I sit by the phone waiting for him to call. I'm such a loser but he is all I want. I have no desire for more than him. I know he love me but he is obviously not as needy as I am. I don't know what my problem is.
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#1552
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I have a man I can't depend on for shit... I'm tried of the lies and the cheating, but for some strange reason I can't stay away from his lying ass... I want to stop loving him, but can't, the sad thing is I can't tell you why... I swear to God this man pimp'd my mind... I love him and hate him in the same breath... Love is a joke...
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#1551
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I confess that I was raped by two men, when I was in college. I was beyond drunk, I don't remember much, I do remember waking up to find condoms everywhere. I've never told anybody. I think I should speak to a professsional. My life has taken a dive since then. I don't think I will ever get over it. I think about it a lot, and how it changed my life.
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#1550
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it's so sad that your man will never stay away and leave me alone. I got him so either get use to it or get the hell on. LOL
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#1549
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I hate these people with all my might. I never though I would hate a large group of people so much but I do. I honestly tried but "the coward Bishes" showed their true colors. I know they're jealous of my husband and our life but why take your envy to hateful levels. He honestly think you people are Good people but I got proof of direct opposite. I even tried to give you a chance even thou you are a bunch of CHESTERS,CRACKHEADS, and worthless bunch of welfare rejects/BABYMAMAS!
Best believe you fuck with the wrong person. Now it's at unforgivable levels and NOTHING going to change it. Fuck all of you! How the fuck a whole family is fucked up to the point your the laughing joke whenever I mention your family's name around your "old" church friends.
I hate my inlaws and you will my hate!
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#1548
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I confess that although I am a professional woman with a great career, I am in love with a trifling man. He's so trifling that I don't even admit to my friends that I talk to his punk ass. Maybe I just like the attention and because I'm not messing with anyone else right now he's filling the void. Either way, it's just sad. I didn't not go to grad school to be stuck with this hot ass mess.
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#1547
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I LOVE HIM WITH EVERYTHING IN ME. NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD, BUT I DO. OF COURSE I FUCKED AROUND ON HIM A TIME OR TWO, BUT HE DON'T KNOW ABOUT THEM AND NEVER WILL. I'M USE TO ALWAYS GETTING WHAT I WANT. SO I'LL BE DAMN IF YOU GET HIM. I GOT EVERY REASON TO BELEIVE THAT I'M THAT BITCH. YOU SILLY HERFER. DIDN'T ANYBODY EVER TELL YOU THAT IF A MAN DON'T BRING YOU AROUND HIS FAMILY, DON'T SPEND NO TIME AND MONEY HE DON'T GIVE A FLYNG FUCK ABOUT YOU. BUT I'M GONE HAVE TO SHOW YOU BETTER THAN I CAN TELL YOU THAT I'M THE ONE WHO HAS HIS HEART AND PLEASE BELEIVE I ALWAYS WILL. SO I SUGGEST YOUR GULLIABLE ASS GO GET A FUCKING LIFE AND STOP HANGING OFF MY,YES I SAID MY,MAN'S DICK. I HAVE THAT NIGGA SCREAMING MY NAME AND EYES ROLLING IN THE BACK OF HS HEAD WHEN WE FUCK. I'M GONE PLAY IT COOL FOR A MINUTE BEFORE ALL HELL BREAK LOOSE AROUND THIS BITCH. AND YOU CAN'T SAY YOU HAVEN'T BEEN WARNED!!! PLEASE BELIEVE I'M NOT THE ONE YOU WANT TO FUCK WIT IN NO WAY FORM OR FASHION. SO MY CONFESSION IS I MIGHT HAVE TO KILL A BITCH!!!
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#1546
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I confess that instead of sitting here eating this cold as bowl of ice cream i would much rather be getting my back blew out. This shit sucks, I guess I'll go fix a glass of wine and take a bubble bath and continue this damn pity party since it'll be the only party I'll be attending tonight. aint that a bitch.
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#1545
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I have a confession....I want to be a slut. I want to be able to fuck whoever I want whenever I want without caring how it will affect my image or future or my relationship with God. I used to be a dominatrix but nobody would every guess because I'm such a "good girl" with a clean image. I loved spanking, slapping and dominating men. It gave me a rush out of this world. Now I'm saved, single, educated and focused on more important things like trying to live saved, and my career.This is the most lonely, uneventful time of my life and I feel like I'm putting on a front because I really just want to be free to do me. Sometimes I wish I was'nt so "religious" because then I wouldnt have a conscience and wouldnt feel guilty. O well, I'll just keep up this boring good girl image. Just goes to show you, people really do judge a book by its cover and they really are gullible.
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#1543
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I CONFESS - that ever since you slept over I've thought about fuckin you every day. I wanna get a maid outfit n ware it for you. I wanna clean you with my tongue - anywhere you want.
I CONFESS - I'd let you put your dick in where ever you wanted to. I wanna feel you inside me.
I CONFESS - I don't care if you have a girl, cuz I know you wanna fuck me n I want it too.
I CONFESS - Even if it's just one time we're fuckin. WE - ARE - GONNA - FUCK. I'll seduce you - n I'll flirt n smile - I'll stare n bite my lips n I'll tease - n I'll let my attitude show... cuz I'm a badass.
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Lipstick Alley Confessionary...
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What's A Confession?
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\Con*fes"sion\, n. [F. confession, L. confessio.]
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Acknowledgment; avowal, especially in a matter pertaining to one's self; the admission of a debt, obligation, or crime.
With a crafty madness keeps aloof, When we would bring him on to some confession Of his true state. --Shak.
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Acknowledgment of belief; profession of one's faith.
With the mouth confession is made unto salvation. --Rom. x. 10.
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(Eccl.) The act of disclosing sins or faults to a priest in order to obtain sacramental absolution.
Auricular confession . . . or the private and special confession of sins to a priest for the purpose of obtaining his absolution. --Hallam.
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A formulary in which the articles of faith are comprised; a creed to be assented to or signed, as a preliminary to admission to membership of a church; a confession of faith.
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(Law) An admission by a party to whom an act is imputed, in relation to such act. A judicial confession settles the issue to which it applies; an extrajudical confession may be explained or rebutted. --Wharton.
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