I Know He's Not The One (Premeditated Liaison)
so much saddened by my inner passion,
not wanting to go there again,
my feelings too vague and intangible.
coming to the realization that it would be nice..
but whatís ONLY nice is never real.
each time is perfect but timing is always imperfect
so what is God trying to tell me?
that maybe Iím fucked up mentally?
that mr. right was meant to be,
so many times but is repeatedly, over looked..?
getting lost on my way to a particular journey
but stepping over a compass,
I love this, only when it isnít painful.
beneficial if I make it, mastermind my opportunity,
then watch that blind man get attached..
that good time he wanted to have, oh I promised that.
now Iím seeing more than, color from the picture that was painted,
but too tainted to say it..
and plus, we both already know what we really want.
so when you leave, things so back to the same love,
and every since you left, you ainít been the same love..
caught up & mesmerized,
I stayed on your mind a dozen times.