This couple at work have a problem with me for a reason I don’t have the time to type out. The wife seems to feel the need to watch me in my face every time I sit in the break room. Now I’m sitting directly across from them with my phone out like I could be recording her ugly ass and she hasn’t looked up at me since. Keep staring if you want to hoe.
People often talk about hating the smell of weed lingering on people, but there’s nothing I detest more than cigarette smoke. Yuck. Then people have the nerve to spray perfume on top. Just walking around smelling like an amalgamation of underarms, dirt and bath and body works.
No more crying for me I vow that this will be the last day. I’m focusing on only me and nobody else. I’ve always put people before me but it’s time for me to completely love me. I’m going to keep losing weight, taking care of my skin, reading more and go back to school for a degree. No longer focusing on finding love it has took up five years of my life and I’m over it. As a BW it’s just too many rules I have to follow to get a quality man and if I can’t be authentic and real then it’s best I move on. I can’t be fake and as a BW I’m not allowed to make mistakes so I’d be skating on thin ice in any relationship I’m in and I can’t do it. He will have to love me for me and accept me as I am. I’m accepting today that I will more than likely never experience true romance and that’s okay. I’m ready to focus on other things in life and continuing on my path to success.
How come they removed the emojis such as the heart, thumbs up, etc...that a person could leave on a post? It made me feel better because it was nice to know someone finally listened and/or heard me in life. I miss it. Please bring it back
I can't even get enough sleep before work because this stupid bitch refuses to turn off the light yet she wants everyone to cater to her when she has to speak on the phone??? Fuck you bitch if you wanna fuck with me I'll fuck with your ugly ass. U fucking loser.
I logged into my boyfriend's email and I found a flower bouquet order email sent to his ex-coworker for her bday. We've been dating for 5 years and nothing happened before, but THIS? What should I do ugh
He’s probably the only one person from my childhood that still thinks of me as the bright eyed, enthusiastic girl he first met 16 years ago.
If he only knew of the mental illnesses caused by years of abuse in my most vulnerable stages of life by demons who preyed on helpless children like myself.
If he only knew about my dreams of him and I being happily married, with three beautiful children, living in a beautiful city in Europe.
It may seem childish, but I've been feeling really down and depressed lately. My husband works one week on, one week off. On his off week, usually we go out and do things or just spend time together in general. Lately, however, he's been on his computer and phone all day refreshing about the stock market and putting large sums of money into different stocks or cryptos.
And I get, yeah, it's to better our future once he leaves the military but it's really taking a toll on me. I moved almost a 30 hours drive away from home and I have yet to meet any new friends or get a car for myself or even a job and it's been a year, so he is literally my only friend while also being my significant other. When he's here, I expect him to want to spend time with me, but he doesn't seem to want to nor does he "have any sex drive," to quote him.
How am I going to lose weight being so weak? I knew damn well I didn’t need this big ass praline but here I am. I see how some girls develop eating disorders because I keep glancing over at the mirror eating, crying and being disgusted with myself and contemplating whether or not to take a laxative.