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Champagne Puppy
I'm pretty upset and this'll probably sound really juvenile but fµck I'm 19 and due to my past, I've always been weary of relationships. So I always kept things as a no strings attached until I met this guy a few years ago. I met him around the time after I was attacked and we've been there for each other through a lot. I tried to keep my guard up but I eventually ended up falling in love with him, we've been dating on and off for the past 4 or 5 years? He kinda changed, I guess he is/was scared of the way he was feeling and he's been very flip flop. I confronted him about the way he was acting and it led to a big argument.
Things between us are kinda strained but we're both in a group we go to every week were we try help out the youth in our area, so we see each other weekly. He's been kinda weird, like treating me as an acquaintance and it's got me all messed up because during that argument, I finally told him that I was in love and now I don't what to do or how to feel. Usually, I'd be onto the next dude but this is different for me since this is the first I've let my guard down to a man and I definitely need some advice. :disapointed:
Things between us are kinda strained but we're both in a group we go to every week were we try help out the youth in our area, so we see each other weekly. He's been kinda weird, like treating me as an acquaintance and it's got me all messed up because during that argument, I finally told him that I was in love and now I don't what to do or how to feel. Usually, I'd be onto the next dude but this is different for me since this is the first I've let my guard down to a man and I definitely need some advice. :disapointed: