IrisAkira
New Beginning.
Just a rant, chip in if you want.
I am really hard on myself and I'm trying to change that. However, my environment makes me uncomfortable and the mixture of fear...makes me underperform. Sometimes it's like my thought process stops when being asked something.. but I just think it's fear of speaking my mind.
I think I'm dumb sometimes because of my actions, lack of reaction. However, my dad tends to yell and we've had a lot of incidents where we don't see eye to eye.
I think my current environment effects how I operate internally and externally.. it would be different if I was with people I feel comfortable and open with.
I am really hard on myself and I'm trying to change that. However, my environment makes me uncomfortable and the mixture of fear...makes me underperform. Sometimes it's like my thought process stops when being asked something.. but I just think it's fear of speaking my mind.
I think I'm dumb sometimes because of my actions, lack of reaction. However, my dad tends to yell and we've had a lot of incidents where we don't see eye to eye.
I think my current environment effects how I operate internally and externally.. it would be different if I was with people I feel comfortable and open with.