URObsessed
"Boy bye."
Well!
I'm back with another post. After three weeks of misery (my days are getting better though), I took off last Monday to see a therapist. I was diagnosed with major depression, anxiety and panic attack disorder. After losing so many hours of sleep, I had to seek help because I felt like I was going "insane".
My colleagues and administrators are always complimenting me but I am stressed out. They're so helpful, but I want to put in my two weeks notice every day. I love children but I don't know if the classroom setting is for ya girl. I know the first year is hard and I'm starting to love my kids, but I don't think I'm mentally capable of giving my all in the classroom right now. I'm strongly considering anti-depressants but my next therapy appointment is not until October 11th. The psychiatrist gave me a referral, but I want to talk deeply about my issues before I start medication.
Now, I went from being extremely stressed out to not giving a single f***. The lady said that my body would go back and forth between the two. I feel trapped and I want to crawl under my sheets and cry all day. I've been open about my diagnoses (personally, I don't care about people's opinion, life is life.) so my principal and AP knows that I'm mentally struggling. Idk, I just need advice or an uplifting message. Something chile Lol
(Also, should I quit or hold on??)
I'm back with another post. After three weeks of misery (my days are getting better though), I took off last Monday to see a therapist. I was diagnosed with major depression, anxiety and panic attack disorder. After losing so many hours of sleep, I had to seek help because I felt like I was going "insane".
My colleagues and administrators are always complimenting me but I am stressed out. They're so helpful, but I want to put in my two weeks notice every day. I love children but I don't know if the classroom setting is for ya girl. I know the first year is hard and I'm starting to love my kids, but I don't think I'm mentally capable of giving my all in the classroom right now. I'm strongly considering anti-depressants but my next therapy appointment is not until October 11th. The psychiatrist gave me a referral, but I want to talk deeply about my issues before I start medication.
Now, I went from being extremely stressed out to not giving a single f***. The lady said that my body would go back and forth between the two. I feel trapped and I want to crawl under my sheets and cry all day. I've been open about my diagnoses (personally, I don't care about people's opinion, life is life.) so my principal and AP knows that I'm mentally struggling. Idk, I just need advice or an uplifting message. Something chile Lol
(Also, should I quit or hold on??)