fckthewrld4
Munch
Im genuinely scaring myself. I don’t know why i act so robotic and awkward in situations like this. I feel bad especially because she was bed ridden just looking around clueless not being able to talk or move or anything and didn’t recognize her own son in the room because she diagnosed with dementia as well before her passing.
I know people have different ways of dealing with grief and sometimes it doesn’t hit them right away but I seriously think somethings wrong with me if I feel nothing emotionally triggering about this situation. I’ve been through a lot especially when I was younger so I could easily detach myself from reality some what easy but I’d still be emotional when I was by myself. I’m probably going to delete this later bc it makes me look bad but idk.
I know people have different ways of dealing with grief and sometimes it doesn’t hit them right away but I seriously think somethings wrong with me if I feel nothing emotionally triggering about this situation. I’ve been through a lot especially when I was younger so I could easily detach myself from reality some what easy but I’d still be emotional when I was by myself. I’m probably going to delete this later bc it makes me look bad but idk.