Cybersix
Logging in from the big comfy couch
I am reserved and awkward for the most part. I notice at first people seem to be open to me and getting to know me but then once they realize I am not secretly super fun to be around there is a shift. I don't get as many texts from them, I hear from them a little bit less etc. Like they're bored of me. I even feel a little jealous when I see them talking to other people because I feel like I will soon be replaced. I felt that way with all of the people I've been close to and considered them to be friends or somewhat of a friend. It could be that they just don't know how to react to me and keep their distance but I honestly dk
When you're a black woman especially I feel they expect you to fit this role. You either play the ***** role, cool black girl that they want to copy, or the funny friend. I don't fit in any of these roles but I wish I could so I could make have and keep friends. I honestly wish I could be liked for myself and I wish people would still want to be around even though I am a bit different.
When you're a black woman especially I feel they expect you to fit this role. You either play the ***** role, cool black girl that they want to copy, or the funny friend. I don't fit in any of these roles but I wish I could so I could make have and keep friends. I honestly wish I could be liked for myself and I wish people would still want to be around even though I am a bit different.