Miss Orange
Clear quartz goddess
If you know my font you know I come from a trash family who I keep at a very far distance. Anyways I noticed a lot of similarities between my family members. First and foremost they al suffer from the jezebel spirit. I did as wel until I went to an energy healer who got me started on my healing journey. I also noticed everyone suffers from the same physics ailments, allergies, and relationship problems. I used to think most of the Heath problems were hereditary but as I get more advanced in my own spirituality I realize they are curses passed down from the members before us. I also find it interesting how true love is either non existent in my family or forced between codependent people.
Not to tak your ear off will all of this because I don’t want to give you my life story lol. Anyways I’m with my twin flame now and anyone who knows a real twin flame journey it hasn’t been easy. A lot of past trauma and old pain that needed to be released. I became a mother last year and I refused to pass down the abuse and pain that was put onto me. I felt old trauma coming up after my baby was born. First was the anger towards my parents and how they didn’t have the same love and care I have for my child. It was a painful realization and made mothering even more difficult on top of what I was already struggling with with post partum.
I recently bought some Libyan glass and had a very intense mediation last night. I felt energy shooting into my sacral and suddenly had the validation I’d always wanted. Emotional validation that caused me to suppress my emotions, only to cause my physical and emotional problems late tonight down the line.
I realized now that my connection with my little one and my hubby are so much better. I’m not at the place where I can say I forgive my parents because they’re still trash. But I can honestly say I’m in a place where I will not pass down such trauma to my child and any other child I have later on.
anyone else experience this. Also happy Mother’s Day to the mother’s out there ♥️
Not to tak your ear off will all of this because I don’t want to give you my life story lol. Anyways I’m with my twin flame now and anyone who knows a real twin flame journey it hasn’t been easy. A lot of past trauma and old pain that needed to be released. I became a mother last year and I refused to pass down the abuse and pain that was put onto me. I felt old trauma coming up after my baby was born. First was the anger towards my parents and how they didn’t have the same love and care I have for my child. It was a painful realization and made mothering even more difficult on top of what I was already struggling with with post partum.
I recently bought some Libyan glass and had a very intense mediation last night. I felt energy shooting into my sacral and suddenly had the validation I’d always wanted. Emotional validation that caused me to suppress my emotions, only to cause my physical and emotional problems late tonight down the line.
I realized now that my connection with my little one and my hubby are so much better. I’m not at the place where I can say I forgive my parents because they’re still trash. But I can honestly say I’m in a place where I will not pass down such trauma to my child and any other child I have later on.
anyone else experience this. Also happy Mother’s Day to the mother’s out there ♥️