Helwa
Team Owner
I'm craving some spritualty and faith in my life. But I don't know what path to take.
I grew up Muslim but left 3 years ago. The only thing I am certain of, is that I never want to be a Muslim again.
I've been pretty agnostic for these past year. But I started getting an interest in religion and spritualty earlier last year.
I've looked into new age spritualty . Got into astrology and tarot's, LOA etc. While I do enjoy it, I'm looking for something a bit structured.
I was at one point converting to Catholicism. That's how involved in Christianity I had gotten. However my issue with Christianity is that there is a lot of inhumane absurd things in the Bible like slavery and anti LGBT elements.
I am the type of person, that if I'm going to commit to something I'll go all in and won't do it half way.
I felt like if I becmae Christian I couldn't fully commit because there were things I didn't agree with.
Also the concept of the trinity is hard for me to accept as it seems there are 3 Gods and not 1.
But I keep finding myself going back and forth.
I'll admit I'm confused. I don't know what to believe or follow.
In general I always found it difficult to have a connection with God. When I Muslim, and when I was in the process of becoming Catholic. I felt something intialially but it fizzled out.
I just want to know which path to take and feel a strong and constant connection with a higher power.
Your advice and guidance would be greatly appreciated. Thanks in advanced.
I grew up Muslim but left 3 years ago. The only thing I am certain of, is that I never want to be a Muslim again.
I've been pretty agnostic for these past year. But I started getting an interest in religion and spritualty earlier last year.
I've looked into new age spritualty . Got into astrology and tarot's, LOA etc. While I do enjoy it, I'm looking for something a bit structured.
I was at one point converting to Catholicism. That's how involved in Christianity I had gotten. However my issue with Christianity is that there is a lot of inhumane absurd things in the Bible like slavery and anti LGBT elements.
I am the type of person, that if I'm going to commit to something I'll go all in and won't do it half way.
I felt like if I becmae Christian I couldn't fully commit because there were things I didn't agree with.
Also the concept of the trinity is hard for me to accept as it seems there are 3 Gods and not 1.
But I keep finding myself going back and forth.
I'll admit I'm confused. I don't know what to believe or follow.
In general I always found it difficult to have a connection with God. When I Muslim, and when I was in the process of becoming Catholic. I felt something intialially but it fizzled out.
I just want to know which path to take and feel a strong and constant connection with a higher power.
Your advice and guidance would be greatly appreciated. Thanks in advanced.