Writerdie18
I'm the problem, it's me
I'm usually pretty good at determining if I'm in a depressive episode or not, but lately I can't tell. I've just become so incredibly bored with people and certain forms of social media. It's all the same. No one ever has anything interesting to do or say. No one ever posts anything inspiring. I've become so bored and uninspired by my usual hangouts on the internet; I used to waste time sh!t posting and reading gossip forums like this one, but lately I get bored easily and want to improve and be better than that. Strangely I feel bad about feeling this way because sometimes I want to be as illusionary and nonchalant as others come across. Do you ever feel that way? Like everyone else has rose colored glasses on and you're one of the few who doesn't wear them and, as a result, you see the world how it actually is?