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No face, no case.
I'm in my late 20s, and I still struggle so much with this. I haven't combed my hair in months. It's so matted I'm afraid I will have to cut parts of it off. There's no consistency in my self care and I'm at a loss as to what to do.
So many love taking care of themselves, but I hate it. It's just another chore that I get no gratification out of. It's to the point I simply hate existing, because I don't enjoy all the things that people normally see as a normal part of basic care and bettering themselves. I can't even cook anymore. The thought of having to take time do it makes me mad.
I'm at a point where I really don't believe I'm going to change. I can't motivate myself to change. I've tried. I don't see the point anymore. It's too much work for it to have no real effect on my life or how I feel.
So many love taking care of themselves, but I hate it. It's just another chore that I get no gratification out of. It's to the point I simply hate existing, because I don't enjoy all the things that people normally see as a normal part of basic care and bettering themselves. I can't even cook anymore. The thought of having to take time do it makes me mad.
I'm at a point where I really don't believe I'm going to change. I can't motivate myself to change. I've tried. I don't see the point anymore. It's too much work for it to have no real effect on my life or how I feel.