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No face, no case.
Im in the process of marrying my fiance and we have set a wedding date for the end of the year. I just found out I am pregnant (still in first trimester), and this was incredibly disappointing to me. We used a condom and halfway through intimacy he went without and used withdrawal method which clearly didn't work. I regret everything.
I am not ready to become a mother and also I wanted to get the wedding out of the way first. I never brought up the idea of termination but he already decided there is nothing we can do about it and we will just carry on with it. He keeps reassuring me that it's going to be ok and he is going to be there for me, but we live in different countries (we were meant to move in together in my country after the wedding). He is religious and does not believe in termination but I cannot stop thinking about it. Every day I wake up I feel a lot of regret and anger and I don't want this to continue. How do I deal with it? I fear losing him if I get rid of the baby.
I am not ready to become a mother and also I wanted to get the wedding out of the way first. I never brought up the idea of termination but he already decided there is nothing we can do about it and we will just carry on with it. He keeps reassuring me that it's going to be ok and he is going to be there for me, but we live in different countries (we were meant to move in together in my country after the wedding). He is religious and does not believe in termination but I cannot stop thinking about it. Every day I wake up I feel a lot of regret and anger and I don't want this to continue. How do I deal with it? I fear losing him if I get rid of the baby.