When I was 9 my cousin did horrible things to me he was 12 at the time .. I told my mother she did nothing about it she said the same thing happened to him that’s why he did it to me now that I’m older I realized my mom was wrong she didn’t protect me at all I love her and hate her at the same time but anyway she made me not tell my dad anything I am now 25 and I want to finally tell my dad but then I don’t I’m confused what should I do ?