incogneato
No face, no case.
I find myself constantly thinking about the past, what I've could've done and if I had a better support system. I've always felt like I've had no one to talk to and no one that understood me. I wasn't able to go for my dreams (actress and model) due to the strict household that I lived in. I was ostracised for not being like my older sisters. Now I'm 29 and I feel defeated. I'm not as youthful as I once was. Due to not having no one to talk to, I settle in 2 horrible, exhausting relationships. I feel like I've wasted my 20s and could've been dating rich men and been more adventurous. I settled. It's so sad..I often get depressed and my anxiety is bad. I've been trying to see a therapist but for one reason or another I can't get connected to one. What is the universe trying to tell me.?